Lost in eps 200

Oh~ my~ god! (trying to imitate Janice lol) I was so lost in today's EPS 200 lecture!!! It was more like a physical chemistry class than an 'atmospheric chemistry' thing! How could the prof just suppose we know everything about the basic PC knowledge (though it is the case for everyone except me, sadly)? Unfortunately, it turned out that I have nothing to base upon; the superstructure is hazardously lofting in the air with no support from below. Well well well, I got to read something before it gets too late to catch up!!



Today's IEL class led me to reconsider my problems in talking. I was partially right in that I'm kinda weak at critical thinking (recalling Nan always criticizes the lack of logic in what I'm saying), and presenting thoughts in a well organized manner. It is not a flaw of a housewife that you don't know much things other than what you're doing, but it's definitely your problem and should be blamed about if you are a 'smart' human-being and want to survive in a top level university with lots of genius peering around at the lower end or wanna thrive in your career in the future at the higher end. You have no excuse to indulge your sloth growing inside of you. That means, either glowing, or fading away. Back to myself, I know I am still sort of bogged down by English expression, but it's also critical to realize I should spare more time in thinking rather than eating!!

I like to put 'no pain, no gain' in this way 'no pain, no fun' or 'no push, no growing up'. Keep on pushing!!!